Master Taino, Sir,

Thank You very much for inviting me into Your home and Your Presence yesterday morning and yesterday evening. Since leaving last night, i have anticipated this chance to do as instructed and tell You how i felt.
When i first arrived at Your home in the morning, i was nervous and scared. 

Feelings had been building within this slave for many days, and i felt overwhelmed by much of it. i was not expecting to be before You until Tuesday, but even as ken told this slave that i was to meet him at Your home, i felt it was somehow a good thing. when ken greeted this slave at Your door, though i was glad to see him, i felt drawn toward You, Sir. As i stood before You that first time, i felt You could see the things that lay within this slave. And when i knelt before You, Sir, despite the fear in this slave, i felt completely natural, as if i belonged there.

As You held this slave as i knelt for that first time, i could feel anxiety flowing out of this body. i felt safe and at peace after long days of fighting. Whenever You lifted this slave's head and let him look into Your eyes, i felt drawn into them. As You told this slave You looked forward to the planned meeting on Tuesday, i felt even more strongly that i wanted to meet with You, Sir. And, as ken kissed Your feet as he and i prepared to leave, i felt an empathy with him and clearly saw this slave doing that very thing.

During the day yesterday, especially soon after leaving Your Presence, i reflected on how i had felt, Sir. At times it was overwhelming, but i also felt a sense of comfort i didn't fully understand.

When i returned to Your Home and Your Presence yesterday evening, Sir, i felt more at ease, although i was still nervous and anxious. As i again knelt before You, i felt again that it was right. That it was something this slave very much wanted to do and needed to do. As You conversed with this slave, as You helped him look into his heart and voice the questions there, i began to relax more. Nervousness gave way to feelings of confidence and realization of self. i felt a different awareness of my submissive heart, one that was free of judgment and misunderstanding. i felt i could trust You, Sir, and that You understood what this slave was feeling.

i had many questions, Sir, that were answered as You spoke of what the Master/slave relationship really is. Many of this slave's fears were based on not knowing or understanding that truth. But, it was a truth that made sense to this slave and You gave him reassurance as You spoke of it.

In Your hot tub, Sir, i felt some moments of vulnerability. But i also felt relaxed in that vulnerability, that You would neither hurt or exploit this slave. As You touched this slave, i felt no fear, even though i didn't know what the next moment would bring. i actually felt thrills at Your touch and at the sound Your voice. i was more aware of this slave's body than i ever remember being, Sir, as You touched him, and grateful as You did. i remember looking into Your eyes again, Sir, and sensing Your strength and Your understanding.
i had not consciously thought of asking You to personally teach this slave, Sir. Although i have begun reading Your website and have already felt You are a caring and nurturing Master and have found this slave curious about Your Family, i did not presume that i could make such a request. But, as You asked what this slave's heart felt in the matter, i did feel some hope that i might be permitted to learn from You.
As it came time for this slave to leave Your Presence for the evening, Sir, i was eager to kiss Your feet. Not because i was eager to leave, Sir, but because i wanted very much to do that. When i did, it felt invigorating and right. i was happy to be doing it. Thank You, Sir, for allowing this slave to kiss Your feet.

Returning home and preparing for bed, i felt very good, Sir. i felt myself smiling again and felt a sense of happiness that was very deep. As i lay in bed, Your face was the last thing i saw before i fell asleep, Sir.
Sir, i look forward to learning what You will teach this slave. i am grateful that You have taken this slave as he begins his new journey. this slave will do his best to learn and to serve You, Sir,

slave ricky