Dear Sir, Like i said in my previous email, i had 10.5 hours of time to think some thoughts that i wanted to share with You so here it goes. Sir, thank You for allowing me to come and visit/interview for the position of the houseboy for You and Your family!!! i remember that i was fine on my way up there until about ten miles from Your house. Then i got nervous, why...i was scared, didn't really know what i was getting myself into, who i was dealing with.... being far from home and not knowing anyone in the area.... what if something went wrong or didn't work out...all of these questions/concerns crossed my mind.... but i kept driving and arrived at Your house. i remember thinking in my mind not long after i arrived, "this is going to be a long week". In that short time span of a week You showed me not only of life with You and Your family, but also showed me something of myself, something deep inside of me was exposed. You showed me Your commitment to the leather lifestyle, the Daddy/boy relationship, and the Master/slave relationship. i have never felt that i was slave material.....but You seemed to think so. i remember kneeling before You and You placing a big and heavy chain around my neck and locking it on there. i secretly thought, "hell no, this is not staying on all week". i've had chain collars locked on before, BUT, they always came off after "play time" was over. This time the chain/lock didn't not come off. With each passing day i grew prouder and prouder of that chain around my neck and knowing that You placed it there. Finally, this morning, You unlocked the lock and removed the chain from my neck. i felt like i was on the verge of crying. Kinda' like i was being punished for something, but i know that isn't the case Sir. i feel kinda' lost without the chain/lock on me Sir. i don't have that security of touching the chain/lock and knowing that You are caring/loving/teaching/protecting me. i remember looking at my "potential brothers" with their chain/lock thinking how can they wear them all the time? Now i know "how", it's an honor Sir. The very fact that You saw some potential in me, to place that chain/lock on me, it was now, to me Sir, a honor to wear Your chain/lock for that “long week". For me to be viewed by others in the leather community as part of Your family was a wonderful feeling and something i was proud of!!! i miss You and the boys...i felt that i was a part of something during that "long week". Thank You Sir for taking the time to talk with me about any concerns and answer any questions that i had about life with You and Your family, my duties and responsibilities to You and Your family, but mostly for letting me know that i would be loved/cared for just as much as Your most senior boy/slave. Sir, i miss You and being with You and "my potential brothers". i don't know what the future holds for me in being a part of Your family, but at the very least Sir, You showed me more in a short week, then most boys/slaves get to learn/experience in a lifetime. Sir, this is just some of the thoughts in my mind on that "long drive home". All i can say is Thank You Sir!!! tommy | 
